Thursday, February 2, 2012

For Today: February 2nd



Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be.
Abraham Lincoln

What a novel idea! Did Honest Abe really mean to say I can will myself to be happy?

Yes, exactly.  I never tried it, so how could I know?  I spent much of my life believing that my happiness depended on other people and what they did or did not do.

The fact that I am sometimes unhappy today only shows that I am, consciously, or unconsciously, clinging to old habits; that is, I’m not willing to be happy.

Like everything else that’s good in my life, willingness is the key to happiness.

For Today:  I choose to be happy---and I allow myself happiness.

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Why did I choose to be unhappy all the time, before I found OA?  So I could EAT and DRINK to my heart's content and feel JUSTIFIED in doing so.

If I blamed YOU for my unhappiness, then it wasn't MY fault...........I was being treated "unfairly" and could allow myself to wallow in misery.........along with a bottle or two of wine and a box or two of cookies.


The illusions are what keep me sick; freedom from compulsion lies in TRUTH.  And, happiness IS something I can allow myself these days.  Living with the lies of compulsive overeating keeps me in fantasy-land..........and keeps me fat, or, sends me BACK to obesity.


For today, I choose to be happy because the alternative is to lose myself in excess.  And that is no life at ALL.

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